Today has been the type of day where I just want to shut the door stay in bed and cry. Cry because of the past, cry for the present, and cry for the unknown. My body feels tired and my mind overwhelmed. No matter how much I want to be still, and let the tears flow...the precious children that the Lord has given me are calling me, waiting for me...needing me to be their Mommy! But still it has been a day full of ups and downs. Overwhelming feelings of sorrow, and joyful thought for what the Lord holds for us tomorrow. I must give to the Lord all the questions, doubts and fears and say...Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say It is well with my soul.. Lord please forgive my Unbelief and please increase my Faith and Strengthen me.

When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blest assurance control,
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.